Last Monday..

So this is my last Monday in Des Moines for a while. My flight to New York leaves at 7am on Saturday morning and the bus for camp leaves at 7pm for Pennsylvania.  Training for camp starts on Sunday and I am so nervous. We got our handbooks, which are 77 pages long, and completely intimidating.  I hope I can keep up and remember all of the rules. Definitely will be great airplane reading.  I also just sent off three packages to camp full of bedding and clothes.  It just makes it SO real.

I have a new goal for camp.  I am going to take these 6 weeks and find the real me.  The past 3 years of college have been a rollercoaster and I feel like I lost myself. Those 3 years have made me completely insecure of my goals and myself.  At times I do not feel good enough or pretty enough or smart enough and it ruins relationships.  I need to get back to me and love the skin I am in.  SO, I am going to use this time at camp to learn from new people and completely rediscover me.  Be prepared world because I am coming back a new me.

LOVE